A POLISH LIFE

My pregnancy is turning 33 weeks this week... I could not stop the clock from ticking, that soon I will be a certified mom and finally meet our bundles of joy.

Life is never the same when I enter the most challenging phase of life...the MARRIED life. There is never an ending twist of events every now & then. I am enjoying every bits of my new experience..of my new found life.

It was a leap of faith when I made the decision to settle down at the age of 28. It was not because of my age...profession... but because I found the man I would want to spend the rest of my life with. Though we never started that easy...it takes us many years before taking the big leap..especially I finally made the decision. It was not easy..i still remember that time when I was in the crossroads. Thinking...praying...which..what path I should take. I know being married is not at all a bed of roses. It will surely change my whole life forever. Nonetheless, everything is a matter of choice.

'Life is like a box of chocolates you'll never know what you gonna get ' as what forest gump said.

Just have to be sure that everytime I pick up a piece of my chocolates in life, I would surely enjoy munching it. I might end up munching with a bitter one, at least its worth munching for.

I may have the poorest understanding of things in the past or that put myself into wilderness sometimes, it is maybe because I needed to be molded to gain a perfect understanding what is truly ahead.

NO PAIN...NO GAIN!

I admit I have my fair share of pains and sorrows in life...sometimes twist of events puts me in the realms of wilderness. That it appal me..behaving in such a dreadful manner. But I know we all have our own share of insanity in life...especially in the younger years where we seek for more adventure and complications. Furthermore, i'm such a drama queen that I can be awarded with the grand price trophy....I don't want to lurk myself on such naivety, deviance...it really contradicts the normal me...I realized such deviation can lead me to nowhere. It will lead to craziness that I am really afraid of. But then, so grateful with all of those life's experiences...it gives me wisdom to understand things...lessons that I will forever treasure in my heart. I do not want to dwell on the past nor reclaim it. Past is past..it is the key for me to see the light of my present..and my present will give me more wide open doors to see what is best for my future.

The never ending rolling coaster of my life is still going I know.. when it is over, that I do not know. All I know now, I am ready to face it all...ready to be polished every now and then....and ready to grasp what life instore for me. After all now, I am living a new life... a POLISH LIFE.