It would be a short weekend for G & me. G will be going to the main church in the city for the annual pilgrimage of men in our church. He said he will be spending the whole day there minus me. So, I would be alone the whole day of Sunday. I am trying to think now what to do for Sunday. This Sunday too, Poland will be celebrating Mother's day. I have to grab some gifts for mamu.
What's with yesterday? well it was Thursday and day of my class of giving birth. We had a tour in the hospital where I will give birth..and geesh! It frightens me now. I find the hospital so clean, nice and mother child friendly. No wonder it was rated A to most of the patients there. They really accommodate & treat the patients so well. We were given some instructions what to bri
ng, where to go and what to do in time of labor. They shown us also the delivery room...the rooms where we will stay more or less 4 days after giving birth and the nursery room where they kept the premature baby in the incubator. But what frightens me is the faces of the mothers there who are in labor...I could really feel and saw in there faces the pain. Some of them were walking in the pathways waiting for the time of delivery while trying to ease the labor pain. Shocks! it would be me next time. I wanted to ask one of them how painful it is..but i can't speak Polish yet....so I have to deal with my feeling. On the way home, I was so silent. G kept on asking me what happen....and I told him I have this fear. He assured me that everything will be okay.
ng, where to go and what to do in time of labor. They shown us also the delivery room...the rooms where we will stay more or less 4 days after giving birth and the nursery room where they kept the premature baby in the incubator. But what frightens me is the faces of the mothers there who are in labor...I could really feel and saw in there faces the pain. Some of them were walking in the pathways waiting for the time of delivery while trying to ease the labor pain. Shocks! it would be me next time. I wanted to ask one of them how painful it is..but i can't speak Polish yet....so I have to deal with my feeling. On the way home, I was so silent. G kept on asking me what happen....and I told him I have this fear. He assured me that everything will be okay. Now what give more more strength aside from the support of G is my faith and trust in HIM. 
I need so much of your prayers too.
So to ease myself from fear...I shared it with my classmate since grade school & a very good friend, Ruby in the chatroom and give me this link in www.youtube.com. I had fun watching this baby. Can't get enough of his smiles and giggles...his laugher is so contagious..that I find myself laughing out aloud alone.
At least its an assurance for me too that right after giving birth I will have fun with my baby like this baby. I love being with children...no wonder I will get tru all this in time. And I just have to think that most woman survive in giving birth so I will be alright too. Kaya ko 'to!
Enjoy your weekend everyone!
2 comments:
goodluck! i'm praying for ya, girlfriend. you'll be okay.
thanks auntie chang!
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