Just a day

Call me anything you want..just really had a confusing mind today...(lol) I been changing the looks of my site since the day I tried to put this back. I am like renovating a new house..trying to figure out what's best looks and position on everything. Really chaotic minded me :-) I got pissed off if I couldn't get what I want. I am addicted to making a new layout or new templates on my blogs. I want it to look perfectly ok..and really concides with what is in my mind and of course my personality. I been trying to seach for some possible sites that could help me enhance it. But some couldn't answer my queries. Nevertheless, I came up with a simple template today.. for sure in the coming days I will be changing the looks of this again. Hope to understand me..i am just like a mother hen trying to prepare her nest. After all, I am a woman..a fickle minded woman :-)

Anyways, yesterday was one of the best days of the week for me. I had my first session of my course of giving birth. Not pretty much excited though upon coming there to the session and yet, I am hopeful that I could gain more knowledge about my coming baby. I would be attending a 6 sessions of that course. Well, good enough for hesitant expectant first time mother like me. My hubby keeps on researching about this center and this hospital where I would give birth...and so we ended up chosing this hospital not that close to our home, but at least we know there's a good feedback on this hospital. I am 27 weeks pregnant now and hopefully be due in 3 months time. I know, course of giving birth is not a fad before...but I think now, it helps to first time mothers like me. The me, that is far from my home..away from my family and supportive friends. All I have here is my hubby..we really support each other this time, especially him morally supporting me. And I think sometimes, he is more excited than me. So yesterday, we started with the pregnant exercises. I like it so much. It relaxes me and my muscles. If you are pregnant, really you will have pains at the back, in the legs and some other parts. The exercise is I guess it is KEGEL exercise..really suited for pregnant woman and some other stretching muscle exercises..which I could relates some to my previous yoga sessions when I was still single. It was my first time yesterday for the session and hopefully I will be doing it everyday now at home. But I tell you, all the way from the sessions it is my hubby who interpreted everything. Of course, they don't speak english here. That keeps me hard at times coz I can't understand the language..though I am really learning. But I understand a bit now..and can speak few sentences..but I don't think I can order a pizza now :-( I am really grateful for hubby...for the patience and effort in interpreting everything. It's not an easy job for him I know. After the exercises, we went to the other building for rounds of sessions with the Psychologist talking about depression or feelings of being pregnant and that of how to bath and carry the baby. It was very interesting topic actually. It answers my queries in mind before. And so, we will be back again with the session next Thursday. But this time, i needed to bring some foods on me or that more liquids to quench me on. heheh! I can't get really away from foods nowadays. After some times i felt hungry and so thirsty. Pls. bear with preggy like me. How I wish I took some pictures on me during the session esp. during the exercise so I can share it here.. it must be funny to looking at myself with big stomach on. After the end of the session, we supposedly go for some small shopping for the house but we're tired..so decided to just go home. Nothing much special in the evening except for some sweet talks with hubby about what we learn and everything.

Oh I must go now...its weekend..my favorite days of the week........to have more time together. Oh wait, my condolences to the victims of the recent massacre in Virginia...my prayers are with them.

Happy weekend!