I'm in a dark mood today. Got no sleep last night coz my insomnia strikes back and that I don't know why. I don't want to deal with all of these over again. Why is this so?maybe because of boredom or just a little depressed. But for what reason? Really can't think of any. I'm starting to act like crazy...sometimes I could feel that my hands are trembling not with fear but a reason that I for one don't know. Am i ok? do i feel upset or something...? how i wish i know the answers. Certainly I cannot relate to anything or maybe I am just making a problem out of this. I hope the next day or so, I will be perfectly fine. Maybe, I just need to rejuvenate more myself..smell fresher air and take some walk outside. I am exclusively hiding myself in the house for sometime now..maybe that is the reason. I feel like going home actually.....but this is it! I have to kick myself and get back to life. My little girl needs me more.....
