I will be alright

I am feeling pathetic today. I do not know why really:-) that makes it sound like, I am desperate, desperate with this awful cold weather. That makes up this mood maybe. Sometimes (most of the time), this ugly weather here provides me few interesting and whimsical deathy thoughts. yey! Oh whew!

I am just bored :-O

So do you ever sometimes feel extremely bored? that you do not know what to do with yourself?

There were so many conversations , counselling, and bombarded too lately with so many failed relationship, separations from people close to me. That makes me feel sad nowadays. There is nothing I can do for them but to listen but sometimes listening is so draining. It sap all your energy. It breaks your heart and makes you miserable too. I hate break-ups...so hate negative thoughts and situations. All these things is so horrifying to me. I have to do something to erase all these negative thoughts or else I'll get crazy first. I should not get affected by all these.

At least, I am thankful my life is all well. So please let me strike that backspace..erase! erase!

deleted!

sorry peeps:-D this is all what I got into my head these days. Now, I am letting it all out.

I will be alright...i hope soon!