Life

So many downtime lately. I need not elaborate furthermore why.  

Everything that has been planned completely a failure or that just so scared to try or decide all at once. 

I hate it! 

I don't like it. 

Allow me to be a little emo today. 

Been longing to be home back in the tropics. I think life is so much easy for me there to manage.  I do not know but i could get to call on people easily. Family and close friends are their to rescue me anytime. Though I am not that type who really rely on people at all times. I can do & manage things on my own if I really can.  Here, totally different. Family are just so small and friends are not available at all. Of course, I do understand very well they have their own lives to live and schedules to follow everyday. But it is such so different when you live in a place where you know everything and everyone. 

I miz home terribly.

The usual thing I used to do everyday, and by the end of the day, you get to see your family talking to each other and asking you how you've been the whole day. I miz the warm laughter of my brothers, the silly joke of my dad and the comforting cooking of my mom. I hope i am making all sense. 

Anyways, just devastated to note that everything is not working well lately with me.  

now, back to sewing and crafting...........

thank's for reading anyway. 

Inspite of it all..... LIFE is how you live with it. So we just have to enjoy the ride, but then PRAY more.

happy monday everyone!