The year 2024 has proven to be a defining one in my life,
marked by a series of challenges, profound personal growth, and invaluable
opportunities. As I look back on the journey, I realize that this year has
tested me in ways I never expected, pushing me to my limits both as a person
and professionally. Yet, amid the hardships, I have discovered new strengths
within myself and laid the groundwork for a brighter future. Through it all, my
faith in God has been my anchor, providing me with the strength, resilience,
and guidance I needed to keep moving forward.
 |
| at my thinnest 43 kls |
 |
| myself at 45 kls |
On a personal level, 2024 has been a year where I’ve faced
trials that have shaped my character. Family dynamics, which are often a source
of support, have become a source of stress and uncertainty at times. Navigating
these changes has been an emotional rollercoaster. Yet, through the turbulence,
I’ve learned to communicate more openly, set clearer boundaries, and offer
compassion where it was most needed. The family struggles I faced were not
easy, but they allowed me to reflect on my values and how to support those I
love in a healthier, more balanced way. In those moments of difficulty, I
turned to God for comfort and guidance, trusting that He had a plan for me even
when the road seemed unclear.
 |
| two of my support group |
 |
| My Spanish friends |
 |
| My best buddy |
 |
| Sending my Spanish friends home |
In addition to the family challenges, my mental health has
been another aspect of my life that has deeply affected me this year. There
were moments in 2024 when I struggled with anxiety, self-doubt, and feelings of
being overwhelmed by the weight of it all. Juggling personal and professional
challenges, combined with the mental strain, felt like an insurmountable burden
at times. But I’ve learned that acknowledging my mental health struggles was
the first step in healing. I have sought help, practiced self-care, and leaned
on my faith to get through the toughest days. Through this experience, I’ve
realized the importance of mental health and the need to normalize
conversations around it. Mental health, often overlooked or misunderstood, is a
critical part of overall well-being, and I want to advocate for it more in
2025. I hope to use my voice and experiences to raise awareness, reduce stigma,
and encourage others to prioritize their mental health as much as their
physical health.
Amid these struggles, I found a surprising source of healing in painting. What began as a simple pastime soon became an essential outlet for my emotions. Painting allowed me to express feelings I could not put into words, providing me with a peaceful, creative space to release stress and reflect on my inner world. The process of creating something from nothing has given me a sense of accomplishment and calm. In moments when life felt chaotic, the act of painting became a therapeutic release and a reminder of my ability to create beauty from pain. As I look ahead, I hope to continue using art as a source of healing, and I believe it will play a role in my mental well-being in the years to come.
 |
| my first awful painting |
 |
| the travel painting workshop we attended with my daughter |
Friendship, too, has played a significant role in shaping
this year. I lost friends, and while the pain of those losses was difficult to
bear, it also made me question the nature of true friendship and what I truly
need in my social circles. Losing friends can be a painful experience, but it
also revealed to me how important it is to surround myself with people who
genuinely uplift and support me. On the other hand, 2024 has also blessed me
with the opportunity to reconnect with old friends, rekindling relationships
that I thought were lost to time and distance. In addition, I’ve made new
connections with incredible people who have enriched my life and shown me the
power of forming deep, authentic bonds. Through these changes in my
friendships, I’ve relied on God’s guidance to help me discern who belongs in my
life and how to be a better friend in return.
 |
| two of the great soul I know - Cheers for a lifetime of friendship |
 |
| reunited with Donna this year |
 |
| always by support buddy & bestfriend/confidant |
 |
| my favourite Ate Luz - I won't trade her to any other friendships |
 |
| Me & Neva in our best self |
Professionally, this year has been both a trial and a
triumph. I took a significant leap of faith by diving into the world of
business—an area I am still learning to navigate. It has been a steep learning
curve, filled with setbacks and uncertainties. The ups and downs have at times
been overwhelming, and there were moments when I questioned my ability to
succeed. Yet, as challenging as it has been, this venture has also opened up
new perspectives and skills that have made me more adaptable, resilient, and resourceful.
I have learned that business, like life, is a journey of trial and error, and
the key to success lies in the willingness to persevere despite the obstacles.
Throughout this process, I have leaned on my faith, trusting that God would
guide me and open the right doors at the right time. I’ve found peace in
knowing that my efforts are part of a bigger plan, and that I am never alone in
my struggles.
 |
fun colleagues to work with after working hours
|
 |
| get to celebrate 20 years of the new company |
As I continue to grow in this business, I am filled with
hope and optimism for the future. Though the path has been slow, I am beginning
to see small victories and steady progress. I have learned to trust the
process, even when the results aren’t immediate. With each step forward, I am
laying the foundation for something that has the potential to flourish in the
coming years. While 2024 has been a year of learning, I am confident that 2025
will be the year when this venture truly begins to thrive. The lessons I’ve
learned this year will continue to shape my approach to business and life in
general, giving me the resilience and determination to face whatever comes
next. And as I step into the new year, I trust in God’s continued guidance,
knowing that He will provide the strength and wisdom I need to succeed.
 |
| first time sharing my journey and experience with the business |
In reflection, 2024 has been a year that tested me in ways I
could never have anticipated. It has challenged me as a person, forced me to
grow in ways I didn’t think were possible, and given me opportunities that I
will forever be grateful for. I have experienced loss, disappointment, and
self-doubt, but I’ve also experienced growth, connection, and the unwavering
belief that the challenges of today will lead to the successes of tomorrow. My
faith in God has been a constant source of strength and hope throughout this
year. As I look ahead to 2025, I carry with me the lessons and experiences of
this year, knowing that I am better prepared for whatever lies ahead. With a
renewed sense of purpose and trust in God's plan, I am ready to embrace the
future and continue my journey of growth, both personally and professionally.
As this year draws to a close, I extend my warmest wishes
for all that lies ahead. May 2025 be filled with prosperity, growth, and peace,
and may we all find the strength to continue pursuing our dreams with faith and
determination. Here's to a new year full of possibilities, and may God’s
guidance continue to light our paths. Happy New Year! 🎇🎆🧨✨🎁💓
Much love,
xoAi
No comments:
Post a Comment