Tomorrow is the day. Big day for me. I am embracing today and the days to come.
Gone are the fears and frustrations.
I am ready. I think.
Tomorrow, i am scheduled for ovarian cyst operation.
So much so, i do not want to elavorate everything in here. But i am crossing my fingers.
Some may think & say, that this is just going to be an easy procedure, but it's a big deal for me exactly. I never had operation in my whole life. I hate being cut, seeing blood and being in the hospital. Even when i was pregnant I am really trying my best to be healthy and give birth naturally. and I did!
I have those fears, maybe because since i was a child, i'm sickly and often spending time in the hospital. So i got those trauma. Though my doctors here assured me that it is going to be an easy procedure. 3 days in the hospital and home recovery after. I would have laparoscopic surgery, not the open surgery. I am all qualified for this operation. I passed all the laboratory test with flying colors. So, they say I am ready.
The moment i knew i would be operated, I was so nervous, frantic, hysterical...i do not know...really full of emotions. Comforting words and support from my husband, family and friends made me realized I should not be afraid. It will pass and that everything is in God's hand.
Life is really full of unexpected things especially when u least expected it.
I never though about being operated. The last time I was diagnosed of ovarian cyst was when I was 22 years old . But i was not operated then since the cyst just dissolved by itself. And now, coming back in full bloom in the other ovary. I do not know yet, how much percentage after the operation that it will not come back anymore. I am putting everything in God's hand. I am very optimistic about life and i know whatever it is..it all happening for a reason.
Blogging would be a set back for awhile. but will keep you all posted for the results.
So for tomorrow wish me all the best for the success of my operation.
I am ready. I think so.
